But we all know that movies are not reality.
You see, I took a leap quite recently and went for something I really wanted. It was something that had been on my mind for some time and I had done what our lead always does - I talked about it to a few trusted friends, and talked and talked and talked until it got to a point where there wasn't much else to say over time. It was a leap I had never taken before and I had talked myself out of it so many times, but finally, finally, I decided to do it.
Sandals: Simply Be
Sunglasses: Spitalfields Market
Because what's the worse that can happen when we go for what we want? Not getting what we want. Does that negate taking the chance in the first place? Is it only worth it with success? I don't believe so. I think it's worth it even if things don't work out the way we'd like. The regret would be not taking the leap at all. The sun will still rise and the world will keep turning, and it's often found that what was such a big deal yesterday isn't so much today, and that, in turn, propels us to keep taking the leap with other goals in life.
Brave is a word that is thrown around a lot and most of the time I take the sentiment with a pinch of salt, but I've come to realise that bravery is a very subjective thing. What I did would not have been a big deal for a lot of people, but it was a big deal for me. I did something I never would have dreamed of doing and had never done before yet I did it - that is brave. I found an inner strength I had always doubted I had and it feels good to know I can rely on it when push comes to shove.
I also know that time is the best medicine for a bruised ego and I know I'll be alright. I already feel better just writing this down and I know as the days tick by it'll get easier.
At no point have I thought I shouldn't have done it and I know I feel so much better knowing than not. I no longer have the knot in my stomach going back and forth in my mind. I have a clear outlook on the situation and peace of mind.
'til next time!
Love and hugs,
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